hellos readers!
haven't seen me in 3days? cause i was fasting, junk food, for greater things to come (: i decided not to post not because i wouldn't have anything to praise God, but i wanted more time with Him. and Praise God that these 3 days were special and exciting days , Saturday, as usual went to church, had projDmeeting and daybreak and service with pastor Adam, he was so cute, he didn't know that we ended at 7 and he just finished sharing his testimonies, but awesome. we then had cell and dinner ! cell was good, we prayed and organised more bonding time, we are going out ! we had mac for dinner, i had mcspicy which had me put on 5kg of weight, Sunday, was different, i was spending most of my time with graceyeo and debra, the atmosphere was different, didn't like it but those atmosphere were common, i do get them , but not that strong, i was kinda lost , but God was speaking alot to me, watching every move i make remembering not to make the same mistake, yeah,then went home to spend time with God(: awesome.Monday was goodda too, i had to go to school for classes at 10 - 12. after lessons, i went gyming with angeline ,chooby, lesze. it was good, i lost 4kg! yeah, more to go baby! after gyming i went home and spend time with God, and this came to me, God showed me something good. if a devil seed is planted into someone, a stronger God's fertiliser is needed to overcome it and be fruitful for God. if both a God seed and devil seed is planted into the someone, a strong God's fertiliser is needed to get rid of the devil seed, if a God seed is planted into someone, constant and daily God's fertiliser is needed for that plant to be fruitful. God's fertiliser is basically His word, Holy Spirit and Praises, encouragement,fellowship, etc. and you know what? who are the workers? US, U Sow. little things we do that touches people's heart.the fertiliser could be done by us, except Holy Spirit. we are the people, we fellowship, encourage. these are things we can do, awesome right. coolcool. (: it was just so good. God is good all the time! talking about today, i went gym again, my abs hurt. i went mng and charles and keith, i basically got my shopping list (:

SHOPPING LIST.

mng.
that DRESS. 65
that shades 35
that top 25
total : 125
cottonon.
that shorts 20
total : 20
charlesandkeith.
that shades 40
total : 20
ANYWHERE. a swimwear. budget :60
TOTAL :225 .awesome.
just thinking should i?

i love you Lord , you are the BEST !

i'm who i am, i know i done things i'm totally ashamed of but i know He loves me still. the same.

others call her a child of God,
some says she worship and praise an awesome God,
most of the gossipers say God loves her and she loves Him and many admires her for that, not many know she comes from greenviewseconday, even to know she comes from GenerationOfPromise
everyone who knows her, knows she loves serving God, and loves her job as hospitalilty. others are just jealous of her! but she wanted to tell them,
God loves them too and they can too be like her! living a life in truth and light.
shes always been hoping a macbook air. hoping to get a iphone{8GB}. (got it, and it's 16GB see how awesome God is)
some heard, she wanted to see God face to face, Shes always wanting to be freed and get out of Singapore to travel around the world.
she told others she wanted to be a youth pastor who will soak in His Word & Love and attend to people's need around the world. that's her biggest dream . shes only 15. small but with a big dream.