me and me, and me still.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 5/31/2009 10:07:00 PM
hellos readers.
i'm not so sure what to blog about or what. cause life is so fast, constantly moving like no one else business, and the holidays are here, wow., so excited for church camp, gonna have breakthru, i am excited, expected, wow. hmm, today i spend like the whole afternoon with me cell, it was cool, alittle , not sure what to say, sometimes we cant click, yeah, understandable. hahas. cooldos, nothing much except i was with deb almost all the time and we went to this condo where all i mean ALL rich people live there, take a walk in the carpark and you would never wanna leave, their cars are like what? bmw{s} , ferraris, porshe,lambo. love it. love it. hahas. i saw my dream car!! the only, lime green lambo. love it. hahas. cooldos, gotta go back to school tmr, darn, ahh, i never knew things would move so quicky, my qn pop out, and i'm gonna pray, as much as i wanna be, but i dont think i got what it takes to be one. time, and maturity, me, me, me. hees.
so do you think i got what it takes ? God.
i'm not so sure what to blog about or what. cause life is so fast, constantly moving like no one else business, and the holidays are here, wow., so excited for church camp, gonna have breakthru, i am excited, expected, wow. hmm, today i spend like the whole afternoon with me cell, it was cool, alittle , not sure what to say, sometimes we cant click, yeah, understandable. hahas. cooldos, nothing much except i was with deb almost all the time and we went to this condo where all i mean ALL rich people live there, take a walk in the carpark and you would never wanna leave, their cars are like what? bmw{s} , ferraris, porshe,lambo. love it. love it. hahas. i saw my dream car!! the only, lime green lambo. love it. hahas. cooldos, gotta go back to school tmr, darn, ahh, i never knew things would move so quicky, my qn pop out, and i'm gonna pray, as much as i wanna be, but i dont think i got what it takes to be one. time, and maturity, me, me, me. hees.
so do you think i got what it takes ? God.
shoes are really confusing.
Friday, May 29, 2009 5/29/2009 07:43:00 PM
hellos readers.
lalalalalas. today was awesome, after so long, i blogged. hahas. today was real interesting, school was cool and everything, gotta really buck up for my subjects, someone TUTOR me, hahas. and then i watch night at the museum 2 with julene, took a chance to bond and everything, hopefully she comes tmr, hahas. was real fun, we snack and everything, hmm, then i went home, which was interesting, i stand outside and awaits the bus that came first. as usual, i took 293 and happened it was abit full and 28 came too, so i missed 28 which was not full, get it? and i went, "man, i'm such a fool, i hate myself" hahas, then another empty 293 came!! i went "man, i love God." He's just so amazing, hahas, i'm hoping to get what i have been desiring for 3years. a Macbook Pro. it seems impossible, but it turn from a want to a need. really gotta have it. mans. and the holidays has started ! gotta lose some fats, anyone gym? (:
one step closer. less your head would be clear
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 5/26/2009 06:51:00 PM
hellos readers.
i'm not sure if there is anyone seeing this, but who cares. hahas. today was pretty much a very dramatic day for me. i had a maths trial which was burning me under the hot sun , not funny. then i had teachers staring at me, i hate when that happens. okay. frankly i feel so much part of the world today, i felt like a b****. cause i was so indulged with the world, i forget to keep my mind calm and head clear. mans. Praise God, that i serve a God, that forgives, i have a Father who loves me unconditionally everyday no matter what kind of person i turn out to be,. sometimes, when you try to be the world to know the world, you kinda get influenced by the world unknownly , but if you keep focus, you would realized, then snap out of it. no time to waste. mans . praise God, i snap out of it quick. today i was at the bus stop and i saw this mother and son, and the mother demands from the child, the toy he was holding on, the mother wanted to keep it with her, safe. but the child said no which kinda brought the mother to a "dont talk to me" kind of attitude, and i was like... this child only wants to show you that he is responsible enough and when he tries to make you happy and wants to speak to you, you ignored him and look at the dissappointed look on his look, even i whom is nobody to you, feels hurt. but i have a Father, an awesome Father, the best one anyone can find. (: one who wouldnt ignore me when i disobey him, one who will make me smile when i cry and not the other way round, one who loves me so much that He gave his son. i just thank God so much for who i am today and where have i come from. i kinda know what i might be doing for God , i think, family matters,. children, mothers. i really have a heart for them, haha,. cooldos, gotta get going. bye loves.
i'm not sure if there is anyone seeing this, but who cares. hahas. today was pretty much a very dramatic day for me. i had a maths trial which was burning me under the hot sun , not funny. then i had teachers staring at me, i hate when that happens. okay. frankly i feel so much part of the world today, i felt like a b****. cause i was so indulged with the world, i forget to keep my mind calm and head clear. mans. Praise God, that i serve a God, that forgives, i have a Father who loves me unconditionally everyday no matter what kind of person i turn out to be,. sometimes, when you try to be the world to know the world, you kinda get influenced by the world unknownly , but if you keep focus, you would realized, then snap out of it. no time to waste. mans . praise God, i snap out of it quick. today i was at the bus stop and i saw this mother and son, and the mother demands from the child, the toy he was holding on, the mother wanted to keep it with her, safe. but the child said no which kinda brought the mother to a "dont talk to me" kind of attitude, and i was like... this child only wants to show you that he is responsible enough and when he tries to make you happy and wants to speak to you, you ignored him and look at the dissappointed look on his look, even i whom is nobody to you, feels hurt. but i have a Father, an awesome Father, the best one anyone can find. (: one who wouldnt ignore me when i disobey him, one who will make me smile when i cry and not the other way round, one who loves me so much that He gave his son. i just thank God so much for who i am today and where have i come from. i kinda know what i might be doing for God , i think, family matters,. children, mothers. i really have a heart for them, haha,. cooldos, gotta get going. bye loves.
i guess it's getting much better and more interesting!
Sunday, May 24, 2009 5/24/2009 09:35:00 PM
hey readers.
i am mega happy and a slight unhappy in me, hahas. God is good all the time and all the time He is good, although that's alittle like too much but it's the truth. hahas. awesome . Saturday was awesome. i mean Grace started off with like a altarcall atmosphere, bam , God was there, the people's heart had to be right. it was rather like looking back at this race i'm running to me and who's still there with you or people whom you dislike but still running with you and makes you smile when you need to be smilling, and knowing that the decision i made to the huge discision He made to bid Jesus on us. wow. i knew i wouldnt regret it and i feel real sorry for those who lost sight of the real focus, you cant blame anyone anything that you lost sight of it. it's you. you are the decision maker, it just hurts me alot to know i lost people during this race and people whom i love alot and expected them to be the one encouraging me to carry on in this race because they always have done it, but it seems so clear i'm now alone, but i still have a good friend, Jesus, He just awesome, He is the best person i want to have by my side forever. yeah, so i'm growing stronger in this race, i have to keep up with the leader. (: like today pastor jonathan preached , and he said it's a tragic thing to see people turn away from their faith and belief when they had tasted the goodness of God before, i mean that it's really blinded alrd. hmmm, people get influenced by the world, as they grow older, get more in touch with the latest gossip, all the upper east side of life, they think by getting a house and loads of Guccis and Pradas will gain them happiness, mans, so blinded. i just cant get over it. BUT along the race, we pick up new passions, people who are fired up for Him ,ready to serve and fight the battle. these people , we cannot let those who left us affect our relationships with the new ones, we gotta move on with life, Listen to what God says.
No matter how tired i may be, so how much i loathe to do what i'm doing because i felt i was doing much more than others, i always remember, what Jesus did on the cross was way worst compared to what i am doing and me running in this race, i have seen lives getting transformed, changed and never be the same, it brings joy to my heart, and that's all i need, as long as God is pleased, and i love doing things for the people whom i love. that's DNA,love.
wow, today is gonna be a long one, not sure why i'm crapping alot, yeah. today was a great day, ASHOK came, you heard his name. A-S-H-O-K. hahas. he is just so awesome. we slacked in the youth room with our mouths shut together, i mean hopefully by me just sitting there with him will not make him feel leftout. i was real tired, i didnt wanna talk or anything, we simply sat there, hahas. it was funny. yeah. hopefully he comes next week!! missed him alot. hahas. today was good i believed tmr would be better, i love everyday of me life. !
i should have taken pictures.
Friday, May 22, 2009 5/22/2009 08:55:00 PM
hellos readers.
i know i havent been regularly updating, just so caught up with life, my results and making new friends, or rather renewing relationships. wow. i should have bought a camera and took down moments. mans, i love my life and how He move and work in my life, i just loved it so much , i wouldnt regret the decision i made 3 years ago. has been the awesomeo decision i ever made. i just thought i am gonna talk alot aand crap. tmr, gonna be awesome, projD, Daybreak, Sermon,
so excited what Grace is gonna share. and what God is about to do in Gop. excitement !! cooldos. hmm, i always wanted to live either in rome or greece, some big city that seems so much like a small neighbourhood, walking down the street, unknown where you would reach or who would you meet or what would you see, surprises. are small rewards in life, i love them. cool huh. i just realised today that there's 2 things that will only make me angry and unfriendly. hahas. so i'm quite like good, low tempered. hahs. 1. dont ever accuse me, never ever, i cant stand being accused of something i never done. 2.Respect me.hmm, so tired. i have been feeling very uncomfortable with things that are happening, to my littles: {this might sound alittle ugly} don't act like you are cool / bimbo cause you are not, dont act like you know everything about life cause you dont, dont act like you are the best and everything is crap, i hate to say this, dont be such a b****. dont act like some rebellious star, stop thinking like the impossible can happen with only your strength, stop being so immature, i cant stand how much you have changed, i am so disappointed in you two. dont think the whole world owes you. mans, finally, i said what i have always wanted to say, i just cant understand . gonna take a long break and see what happens.
thanks, for everything.
even though life has the bitter part.
you were my sweetest part.
i think or not this might be long,
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 5/19/2009 07:19:00 PM
hellos readers.
decided to change my font for no reason, decided to crap like nuts because EXAMS are over and i am BORED. someone smack work into my face. okay, maybe i have work, just a little tough to complete that. hahas. guess i should start doing that huh.. i wanna PRAISE God at the top of my voice, bursting my lungs, because He is good all the time all the time He is good and He just amazing and awesome, i want to claim every promises He has for me, man, they are for me! specially promised , a man's word, okay. not any ordinary man, He's God. i didnt really study for my papers, i mean not as hardworking, but i did my part and send my work to His desk! now summer's coming! i wanna dance ball-dance with Him, cool huh, i might go learn. super cool. haha. my batt is almost dead. gonna chiong this one. i did pretty well for my papers, my teacher says. hopefully! hahs. i know i will. i am the head and not the tail! awesomeo! okays. i dont know what else to say but i think summer is gonna be awesome. not only the shopping and the fun but more time with God! i just love my life alot!
pls. take me to the secret place.
so i can be so much more focused.
decided to change my font for no reason, decided to crap like nuts because EXAMS are over and i am BORED. someone smack work into my face. okay, maybe i have work, just a little tough to complete that. hahas. guess i should start doing that huh.. i wanna PRAISE God at the top of my voice, bursting my lungs, because He is good all the time all the time He is good and He just amazing and awesome, i want to claim every promises He has for me, man, they are for me! specially promised , a man's word, okay. not any ordinary man, He's God. i didnt really study for my papers, i mean not as hardworking, but i did my part and send my work to His desk! now summer's coming! i wanna dance ball-dance with Him, cool huh, i might go learn. super cool. haha. my batt is almost dead. gonna chiong this one. i did pretty well for my papers, my teacher says. hopefully! hahs. i know i will. i am the head and not the tail! awesomeo! okays. i dont know what else to say but i think summer is gonna be awesome. not only the shopping and the fun but more time with God! i just love my life alot!
pls. take me to the secret place.
so i can be so much more focused.
i love blue. luminous blue, how?
Sunday, May 17, 2009 5/17/2009 09:56:00 PM
hellos readers.get me a diamond ring and some love. i am refreshed. so refreshed, this time i believe. mans, i slackened and i didnt realise, when i spoke in tongues for 15 mins mans, it changed alot. ALOT lo. hahas. it's amazing, i love how He plan things, in secret . hahas. i gotta go get stuffs doing and spend alittle time with family now, so i wanna praise God for bringing me back to Him and allowin a distinction in my emaths p1 ! hahas.
He rock my world rightside up!
it's been a long time. mans.
Friday, May 15, 2009 5/15/2009 08:00:00 PM
hellos readers.
isnt it a long time ever since i blog lala. and someone needs to tag my blog! hahas. i have been studying like no one's business and i am so happy to say that, hahas. cause i scored a distinction for my emaths p1 ! i havent got time to blog or spend time with Him, i felt so distanced so i had to really grab time since i am left with 1 paper on tuesday, and amaths isnt too tough, just alot practise. hahas. everything has been so cool, i have been feeling dry spiritually and He gave me a new relevation of Him and i'm glad i'm good and running, i have been feeling fat too. mans. need a diet plan. ssssssoooooo needed a vacation!
isnt it a long time ever since i blog lala. and someone needs to tag my blog! hahas. i have been studying like no one's business and i am so happy to say that, hahas. cause i scored a distinction for my emaths p1 ! i havent got time to blog or spend time with Him, i felt so distanced so i had to really grab time since i am left with 1 paper on tuesday, and amaths isnt too tough, just alot practise. hahas. everything has been so cool, i have been feeling dry spiritually and He gave me a new relevation of Him and i'm glad i'm good and running, i have been feeling fat too. mans. need a diet plan. ssssssoooooo needed a vacation!
i'm almost to stress to think. and type.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 5/12/2009 07:33:00 PM
what is wrong with the world now?hellos readers
the most unusual and expected or unexpected situation just pop out of nowhere when i just woke up. i'm tired, indeed. i should indeed find a place, keep myself away from people,. i wanna be selfish for 1 day at least, charge myself before i do anything.
to my babe;
being here and alive, it's not your choice, Jesus's. He said He had a plan for you and it's not all the walls you are facing, but what's behind those walls, and people whom loved you; parents, friends, cell are there for you when you fall, most importantly, Jesus is, i bet He holds your hand tightly, do you feel it? i hope you do, i know you do, seek Him . i love you and He too died for you, love you much more.
i had my MT paper today, nothing much, it's crap. EMA, it's intensive, mans. rack my brains, gotta get some EARTH for now into my brains. bye.
Lord, i need you now &
more than before.
isolation, what a plan.
Monday, May 11, 2009 5/11/2009 08:45:00 PM
need a holiday ASAP.hellos readers.
gonna give a short one for today, batteries are running low, so are my spiritual ones. gotta get them charged up soon, now i mean. mans, today was totally isolation for me, i stayed home and study, the study thing didnt go as planned, i was planning to lock myself in me room with stacks of notes and books, that didnt work out, i baked., yes, i baked cookies, thought it would keep me going for the studying ,but man, it just dragged time, then i read my geography notes. some went in my mind, then it was alrd noon, went to grab something to eat but kinda got stucked into a eating-talking-crapping thing with my sis, she is so like me, like she has my genes, the way she crapped and laugh. hahas. really like me. so away with the eating, i head back to the notes, finally i finished, i started on my emaths , cause the paper's tmr!! but i didnt do much, except read and practise alittle ,gonna read and practise more later on, hopefuuly..i feeel fat. once again, mans, today is missfat day. hahas. enough of my crapping, gotta get some knowledge in this head of mine.
come holy spirit,
fall afresh on me,
fill me with your power
satisfy my needs.
only you can make me whole.
LAZYNESS TO THE EXTREME, can i have off days.
Sunday, May 10, 2009 5/10/2009 04:42:00 PM
hellos readers
INDEED i am mega lazy, i dont intend to blog, but i guess there's a reason why i have to, wanna talk alittle about leadership since pastor ang spoke about it today, my version will not be as chim and annoited as his, mine is alittle of my own experience, mans, was talking to milli yesterday and she was saying it's very obivious that i would be next cell leader, and i was telling her being a connectgrp leader is enough alrd, hahas, my three lovely girls, with totally different and similar personalitlty and character, and she gave me advices not things i should do and things i shouldnt, and i thought ok. hahs, then today, kawyern came for service today and i sat with her, and i was thinking, gracek aint in church , lydia has to take care of cell, i cannot say i want a day off and leave kawyern alone, i got responsiblity. hahs. it's heavy, definitately, but it's such a joy, when you find joy in heavy responsiblilty things that you are doing, you will never stop doing but you will get tired. and allow God to renew you. and like what mili said, i cannot feed these 3 girls, because then i have to feed myself too , and that's mega tiring, gotta get into a plan with God ASAP. hahs. gotta get some sleep and hopefully get some dinner and love myself less. and love people more.
you are strength,
strength like no other
strength like no other
strength like no other reaches to me.
you are the reason i live.
INDEED i am mega lazy, i dont intend to blog, but i guess there's a reason why i have to, wanna talk alittle about leadership since pastor ang spoke about it today, my version will not be as chim and annoited as his, mine is alittle of my own experience, mans, was talking to milli yesterday and she was saying it's very obivious that i would be next cell leader, and i was telling her being a connectgrp leader is enough alrd, hahas, my three lovely girls, with totally different and similar personalitlty and character, and she gave me advices not things i should do and things i shouldnt, and i thought ok. hahs, then today, kawyern came for service today and i sat with her, and i was thinking, gracek aint in church , lydia has to take care of cell, i cannot say i want a day off and leave kawyern alone, i got responsiblity. hahs. it's heavy, definitately, but it's such a joy, when you find joy in heavy responsiblilty things that you are doing, you will never stop doing but you will get tired. and allow God to renew you. and like what mili said, i cannot feed these 3 girls, because then i have to feed myself too , and that's mega tiring, gotta get into a plan with God ASAP. hahs. gotta get some sleep and hopefully get some dinner and love myself less. and love people more.
you are strength,
strength like no other
strength like no other
strength like no other reaches to me.
you are the reason i live.
pissed off . i forget all about it.
Saturday, May 9, 2009 5/09/2009 07:57:00 AM
hellos readers
oh. i remebered. i slept during our so called date. and He scolded me alright, i mean i thought He should be comforting me all the nice words but He didnt, it kinda shows He gotta be the man sometimes, so it's not all smooth sailing all the time, He scolds, hahas, i was very angry at myself. so i didnt want to blog because i was tired, i had to do geography notes, i dont feel like doing anymore but since i started, might as well, huh.. okays, another short one, gotta learn about the EARTH.
oh. i remebered. i slept during our so called date. and He scolded me alright, i mean i thought He should be comforting me all the nice words but He didnt, it kinda shows He gotta be the man sometimes, so it's not all smooth sailing all the time, He scolds, hahas, i was very angry at myself. so i didnt want to blog because i was tired, i had to do geography notes, i dont feel like doing anymore but since i started, might as well, huh.. okays, another short one, gotta learn about the EARTH.
Studies made me fatter.
Thursday, May 7, 2009 5/07/2009 08:19:00 PM
hellos readers.
gonna give a short one today, today is nothing much, except studying with julene, melissa lee, deb, sally, it was kinda boring but yet interesting, imean we were study social studies, all the craps mans, english i need not worry, but ss, big problem mans, but gonna leave everything up to God, because He is my future, and all this studying is keeping me at home and unable to exercise, because of all the revision needed to do. i can't even take out time to go running but i'm determined to go running on saturday morning, hahas, plans often dont work out, hahas. okays, gotta hit the books again, bye,!
i'm so sorry,
i'll meet you soon, Love.
gonna give a short one today, today is nothing much, except studying with julene, melissa lee, deb, sally, it was kinda boring but yet interesting, imean we were study social studies, all the craps mans, english i need not worry, but ss, big problem mans, but gonna leave everything up to God, because He is my future, and all this studying is keeping me at home and unable to exercise, because of all the revision needed to do. i can't even take out time to go running but i'm determined to go running on saturday morning, hahas, plans often dont work out, hahas. okays, gotta hit the books again, bye,!
i'm so sorry,
i'll meet you soon, Love.
opps, i did it again.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 5/06/2009 03:32:00 PM
hellos readers.
i did it again, it slipped my mind again, i was all ready to blog and smth distracted me and it was gone, ahh, getting real old, i wanted to share smth real good and my personal comments(: yesterday was pretty much about specs, i started wearing my mum's specs temporary, because my degree aint that bad , pretty much the same as her. at first, i felt kinda weird because i thought i was growing old and needed specs, and all the crap, but then it pondered on me when i remember smth to look into God's eyes and see the bigger picture, and i thought to me, specs was like a form of saying i am ready to take on God's specs and look for the bigger picture, be matured. and it's not trying to make us look bad, often people are so proud, so resistant about looking older, not trying to say if you look old you are matured, but people just dont want to take responsibilty, they want to be "young". and so much i been through to get where i am, i really give thanks to Him ,mans. because i took the step to wear the specs, that changed my life forever(: so you wanna be the man in the specs, or the woman behind the man in the specs. (:?
i'm speechless for what you
done is the impossible. .but
possible for you.
slipped me mind again,
Monday, May 4, 2009 5/04/2009 10:12:00 PM
wanna mess up my hair.hellos readers.
today weird for me, i dont know how would i describe that feeling, i just hope it wouldnt last. i'm tired, i admit, no motivation mans, gotta find that spark again, everything is slipping off my mind and hopefully not the impt ones, i want to shout and run and do things i like, but i just cant, i got my responsiblity and my business {people, me , family. } and all the crap life has to offer mans, i cant just go around running like a insane woman, cant wait so much for the hols, when i can sleep all day, hahas. gotta get some sleep before i K.O tmr morning at school, gonna be a long day too, hopefully i can hit start my revision, ahhh. i need help.
thanks for your hand,
i know you are holding on to me,
so i would not drift away..
fun. loads of them. tired yet i gotta do it.
Sunday, May 3, 2009 5/03/2009 09:25:00 PM
hellos readers.
i had loads of fun today, with kris and deb, we kinda camwhores. okays we did, we set aside our homework and did it , hahas. it was quite a long time ever we since did it, and i guess it wouldnt hurt to spend a good time, and God helped,. i managed to finished my work , fast. Praise Him mans, He's the man. my man. hahas. cool. gonna show you what we did, it was fun, hahs. i guesss all our us, the core 5,we grown up, projd, have our own connectgrp, our own life, own ministry, and all , but we make time for the core 5 time, we even planned to go overseas after O's hahs. but we cant go all at the same time, lydia and grace will have to do everything, hahas. actually they ARE doing everything, opps. hees. today was kinda good, me and lydia sat with K's mum, we NEED a plan ASSAPP. heelos? F too, need more warfare for her. hopefully everything goes well. if i have a plan. hees. i kinda tried to diet, but lazyness ah. ahhh. wanna get some sleep, people are NOTICING my BLACK and HEAVY EYEBAGS. mans. need a beauty miracle. hahas.
i wrote you a love song,
hope you love it(:
Your love is the greatest of all
" " took me from the depths of the seas
" " made me secured in your arms
" " is the only one that can me whole.
Everyday of my life, i will sing, i will sing, of your great love
that changed me from the inside out.
Lord, your love gave me everything that i need
" " healed my hurts and made me new
" " is the greatest of all.
what's with the stare; preety funny day./
Saturday, May 2, 2009 5/02/2009 11:06:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was awesomeo. i did what i needed to do at home and left to meet up with deb to kinda shop, for dresses but we did accessories. hahas. then we kinda rush and my eyes caught this kinda hot guy and he caught mine. so embarrassing, i thought we wouldnt meet again but he was taking 10 and sitting beside us. hahs. funny much more. we reached church, did lalalalala. and the most impt thing just slip my mind likethat. sean asked me to get some flowers and whatever to put on the BLACK table and i didnt until after prayer, i realized. i'M SoO SORRY. i felt so bad. hahas. service was good, worship was good, the response boohoo. i mean hello, God arrived ,what's your response? ! mans, got loads of work to do. okays. everything then went preety much well. cell was HORIIBLE funny. we were talking about backside because jolin thought backslide is backside. wow. hahas. then when we were praying, and i was halfway praying, this fly came to disturb me and we broke the momentum and broke into laughter. mans,. poor mike, hahas. he so cute. today was a real good experience for me and Father. i like to call Him God, but it's Jesus. but they are the same uhhu? ok. today was real good, i mean He asked the most IMpossible thing for me to accomplish. to write Him a love song and sing it. Jo dont do sing. i cant. but i did. i think it was good, hahs. He lead me, and it's kinda my life love song to Him, hahs. awesome huh./ i love today. was hilarious. but i had struggles too/ shadnt tell you what. gotta get some sleep for tmr, and make home visits soon !
did i do good, Father?
what's my grade?
today was awesomeo. i did what i needed to do at home and left to meet up with deb to kinda shop, for dresses but we did accessories. hahas. then we kinda rush and my eyes caught this kinda hot guy and he caught mine. so embarrassing, i thought we wouldnt meet again but he was taking 10 and sitting beside us. hahs. funny much more. we reached church, did lalalalala. and the most impt thing just slip my mind likethat. sean asked me to get some flowers and whatever to put on the BLACK table and i didnt until after prayer, i realized. i'M SoO SORRY. i felt so bad. hahas. service was good, worship was good, the response boohoo. i mean hello, God arrived ,what's your response? ! mans, got loads of work to do. okays. everything then went preety much well. cell was HORIIBLE funny. we were talking about backside because jolin thought backslide is backside. wow. hahas. then when we were praying, and i was halfway praying, this fly came to disturb me and we broke the momentum and broke into laughter. mans,. poor mike, hahas. he so cute. today was a real good experience for me and Father. i like to call Him God, but it's Jesus. but they are the same uhhu? ok. today was real good, i mean He asked the most IMpossible thing for me to accomplish. to write Him a love song and sing it. Jo dont do sing. i cant. but i did. i think it was good, hahs. He lead me, and it's kinda my life love song to Him, hahs. awesome huh./ i love today. was hilarious. but i had struggles too/ shadnt tell you what. gotta get some sleep for tmr, and make home visits soon !
did i do good, Father?
what's my grade?
long and weird but yet fun - half filled day.
Friday, May 1, 2009 5/01/2009 08:10:00 PM
hellos readers.
i have a sudden crave for brownies, and not just any brownies, i wanna bake them. hahas. even though i wouldnt have much time, i got work to do mans, gotta get my maths hwk done before i can do my revision. too much to complete in such short time, i have been saying that alittle too much uhh,, hees. today i was kinda forcely to study with julene and sally, luckily they came to my house because i didnt want to go anywhere, just wanted to stay home and be unglam. hahas. gotta go shop alittle. i just realised that i am in a new month and my allowance is here! yay! i didnt know my financing was that good, but i praise God even when i am freaking broke, i obeyed what He told me to do. and now i have alittle cash for shopping, hahas. i kinda wannted to run, but lazyness mans, okays, gotta do smth before i start eating . i'm putting too much of weight.
it's you that had me moving and running in this race
if you had not talked to me everyday
if you had not made my day and smile at me everyday
if you had not hold my hand tight and say"i am here, Child"
i would not have been here , soaking in your love.
i have a sudden crave for brownies, and not just any brownies, i wanna bake them. hahas. even though i wouldnt have much time, i got work to do mans, gotta get my maths hwk done before i can do my revision. too much to complete in such short time, i have been saying that alittle too much uhh,, hees. today i was kinda forcely to study with julene and sally, luckily they came to my house because i didnt want to go anywhere, just wanted to stay home and be unglam. hahas. gotta go shop alittle. i just realised that i am in a new month and my allowance is here! yay! i didnt know my financing was that good, but i praise God even when i am freaking broke, i obeyed what He told me to do. and now i have alittle cash for shopping, hahas. i kinda wannted to run, but lazyness mans, okays, gotta do smth before i start eating . i'm putting too much of weight.
it's you that had me moving and running in this race
if you had not talked to me everyday
if you had not made my day and smile at me everyday
if you had not hold my hand tight and say"i am here, Child"
i would not have been here , soaking in your love.
