sleeping days. much more calories ..
Thursday, April 30, 2009 4/30/2009 08:27:00 PM
hellos readers.
life has been awesome. sleeping. i kinda have been wasting my time away sleeping. homework aint done yet, revision aint moving, everything is so slow. time is so short. i gotta get my sleep yet get my work done yet ... AHH. too much for me. but thank God mans, today i got home quite early. now i'm about to start doing past year papers, hopefully i am staying at home tmr, get some work done and feel happy. hahs. i been stuffing meself with food, i cant seem to stop, like i need smth to chew, so i have been trying to drink milo, to fill my stomach. tomorrow would be a day with me in my house, with papers and books , with my specs {just to look geek} with a good cup of MILO. hahas. feeling so trapped up , have to study, i did my first paper today! yeah. more to come. wow. but Praise God that my mouth is not hurting anymore, unknownly it got healed, hahas, God really does things His ways, and His ways are higher than ours. love Him much more. i haven't really got the time to do big plans and so on, Praise God tomorrow is a holiday for me to make good use of the time given to me.
i' loving you so much more,
because you were there for me all the time
you never complain when i send my complaints to you
you never got angry with me when i disobey,.
you never said you dont love me anymore when i did things you break your heart.
how much more can you love me, i love you but i believe not as much as you love me.
dramas and cranky me.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 4/29/2009 06:35:00 PM
hellos readers.
i have been in like millions of dramas and been cranky my whole life. dramas are sometimes childish, girls getting jealous, boys fighting over girls, small stuffs that makes a big fuss abt it. how i wished to live in a room, my dream room., i even planned out the details, thats how much i want it. i do have a house in thailand, hahs, gotta move there and have some peace mans. just woke up since all the hard tiring homework, am very cranky now, do not irritate me.. my first papers are tomorrow, so tired, i need a vacation assapp ! {as soon soon as possible pls!} randomly did it myself, hahas. gotta hit the books again soon. but i shall share a little something God blink my day, in deu 30:20, new living translation, it says that He gave us everything and one very impt thing, He gave us the choice to love and obey Him, to have the things that He has prepared for us. We had a choice, and i made that choice i lived to love.
i have been in like millions of dramas and been cranky my whole life. dramas are sometimes childish, girls getting jealous, boys fighting over girls, small stuffs that makes a big fuss abt it. how i wished to live in a room, my dream room., i even planned out the details, thats how much i want it. i do have a house in thailand, hahs, gotta move there and have some peace mans. just woke up since all the hard tiring homework, am very cranky now, do not irritate me.. my first papers are tomorrow, so tired, i need a vacation assapp ! {as soon soon as possible pls!} randomly did it myself, hahas. gotta hit the books again soon. but i shall share a little something God blink my day, in deu 30:20, new living translation, it says that He gave us everything and one very impt thing, He gave us the choice to love and obey Him, to have the things that He has prepared for us. We had a choice, and i made that choice i lived to love.
more than dieting, planning mans.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 4/28/2009 08:50:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was awesome. even though i got loads and tons of hwk and revision to do, gonna give a short post about today. God was really good to me, i had so much fun, daydreaming., hahas. even though today wasnt perfect, at least God didnt release His hand, when i am in a bad mood, my hands are burning, His hands were still holding on tight to mine, when i am emoing {which i seldom} and my hands are cold, His hands held on and gave me warmth. not only He stayed with me, He met my needs. (: God is awesome mans.
Spirit of God, fill my life with your presence,
hide under your shadow, dwell in your secret place,
it's you ,i'm longing for.
today was awesome. even though i got loads and tons of hwk and revision to do, gonna give a short post about today. God was really good to me, i had so much fun, daydreaming., hahas. even though today wasnt perfect, at least God didnt release His hand, when i am in a bad mood, my hands are burning, His hands were still holding on tight to mine, when i am emoing {which i seldom} and my hands are cold, His hands held on and gave me warmth. not only He stayed with me, He met my needs. (: God is awesome mans.
Spirit of God, fill my life with your presence,
hide under your shadow, dwell in your secret place,
it's you ,i'm longing for.
running slow and fast.
Monday, April 27, 2009 4/27/2009 10:02:00 PM
hellos readers.
today i have tons to share. i was told that i shouldnt be online unless i have smth good to share. because exams are so near. so here goes, today was really amazing. God spoke alot to me, certain visions and theory and He kept asking me stuffs and had be stoning. cause i didnt know an answer. God was good, He grant me the time to sleep in between my emaths and amaths class and it was good although i drool on me paper. so gross, but who cares, was so exhausted, had a long day and had those days when i just soak in His prescence. went running with ot. He run fast lor. i run until tired much more, he still run, and all the crap details, we ran till pasir ris there. hahas. he mocked me. yeah, but it's cool. God is good all the time, alll the time, God is good and i am going to bathe.
today, whhat you spoke to me,
Lord. i knew wisdom to understand..
today i have tons to share. i was told that i shouldnt be online unless i have smth good to share. because exams are so near. so here goes, today was really amazing. God spoke alot to me, certain visions and theory and He kept asking me stuffs and had be stoning. cause i didnt know an answer. God was good, He grant me the time to sleep in between my emaths and amaths class and it was good although i drool on me paper. so gross, but who cares, was so exhausted, had a long day and had those days when i just soak in His prescence. went running with ot. He run fast lor. i run until tired much more, he still run, and all the crap details, we ran till pasir ris there. hahas. he mocked me. yeah, but it's cool. God is good all the time, alll the time, God is good and i am going to bathe.
today, whhat you spoke to me,
Lord. i knew wisdom to understand..
orange drinks and broken lips.
Sunday, April 26, 2009 4/26/2009 08:58:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was rather .. hmm.. lost for words, cause today was abit special, different. i feel awfully fat. i know i shouldnt be feeling that way, but yeah. bit my lips like twice, inner bleeding. ahhh. today is nothing much to talk about except studying and more studying, ahhh..love much.
today was rather .. hmm.. lost for words, cause today was abit special, different. i feel awfully fat. i know i shouldnt be feeling that way, but yeah. bit my lips like twice, inner bleeding. ahhh. today is nothing much to talk about except studying and more studying, ahhh..love much.
strong feelings huh.
Saturday, April 25, 2009 4/25/2009 11:13:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was awesome. shaunster preached good but alittle too fast. hahas. everything wasnt really perfect but it went good, as planned. and this came to me, as if Jesus said it. "Listen to my voice, get away with all the plans, stop getting worried but Listen to my voice." i was thinking deep and another thing came to me is that out of how many sermons we go, we hear His voice? the sermon that was preached today didnt really much link up to this, but i think it's a good time to think, how much do we actually listen to His voice? after that was a good post party,. gave all my oreo cheesecake and people loved it (: hahas. went home with the bus 10 people. went for short supper with marvin and othat. they ate, i didnt,. fattening mans, okays that's all. today was good . i went cycling with kris which we got sunburnt , hahas. love much
i am ready to put down everything i have in planned
just to hear your VOICE.
today was awesome. shaunster preached good but alittle too fast. hahas. everything wasnt really perfect but it went good, as planned. and this came to me, as if Jesus said it. "Listen to my voice, get away with all the plans, stop getting worried but Listen to my voice." i was thinking deep and another thing came to me is that out of how many sermons we go, we hear His voice? the sermon that was preached today didnt really much link up to this, but i think it's a good time to think, how much do we actually listen to His voice? after that was a good post party,. gave all my oreo cheesecake and people loved it (: hahas. went home with the bus 10 people. went for short supper with marvin and othat. they ate, i didnt,. fattening mans, okays that's all. today was good . i went cycling with kris which we got sunburnt , hahas. love much
i am ready to put down everything i have in planned
just to hear your VOICE.
calories and budget... hmm..
Friday, April 24, 2009 4/24/2009 08:15:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was AWESOME. in a way again. some things of course didnt went the way i wanted it to be, as usual, i believe is what God want it to be. today, school was good, God helped me with everything, Praise Him,even though i flunk my amaths paper. (: except the last part. i had a 3hr 20mins paper, i mean, i finished it in that time, so terrible and it's 6graph qns, i need help, i was screaming inside, like a mad woman. mans. then i had to go home alone and took a real long and i mean it's long time mans, to get home. when i got home, i did what i needed to do and was about to leave home to meet angel to run, but LMPO. came in. {last min parental objection} mans, i was like sitting there, thinking what to do, then everything was settled. i went to get my stuffs and start "baking". after the baking, i wanted to start on my school work, it's alot . exams. killing me . then my mum interupt and said she wants to go running or walking, she walked i ran, hahas. it's was a mum and daughter time, quite cool. mans. hahas. now i feel all smelly and good. hahas. tmr is another long day, tonight too. (:
i need to turn my
eyes to you , Lord
today was AWESOME. in a way again. some things of course didnt went the way i wanted it to be, as usual, i believe is what God want it to be. today, school was good, God helped me with everything, Praise Him,even though i flunk my amaths paper. (: except the last part. i had a 3hr 20mins paper, i mean, i finished it in that time, so terrible and it's 6graph qns, i need help, i was screaming inside, like a mad woman. mans. then i had to go home alone and took a real long and i mean it's long time mans, to get home. when i got home, i did what i needed to do and was about to leave home to meet angel to run, but LMPO. came in. {last min parental objection} mans, i was like sitting there, thinking what to do, then everything was settled. i went to get my stuffs and start "baking". after the baking, i wanted to start on my school work, it's alot . exams. killing me . then my mum interupt and said she wants to go running or walking, she walked i ran, hahas. it's was a mum and daughter time, quite cool. mans. hahas. now i feel all smelly and good. hahas. tmr is another long day, tonight too. (:
i need to turn my
eyes to you , Lord
what's with the budget?
Thursday, April 23, 2009 4/23/2009 07:54:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was a really long day , school was cool, luckily i didnt have any extra classes to attend. so then i went with julene and sally to tm, it was a bad decision, i thought they were just going to get some stuffs and head home, yes way was i wrong, they went to MANGO{which was me who wanted to} then we went to Singtel{Sally} then Charles and Keith{SHOES&SHADES} then Converse. then etc... it took quite awhile before we reach our supposed to be Final destination, Popular .we got our stuffs after a really long time, you know, going to a bookstore with 2 top student in your school aint a good idea, mans. they choose their stationarys and books like the way i shop for clothes sia. aiyo. then horrs, ! we go eat, they real good , they broke my budget, make me eat this eat that. and they made me stay back to study with them, so smart. we went to STARBUCKS to study, i had to buy a drink, my caramel frappe. but i was so full then, luckily we managed to finish our assignments, we had some fun parts which i do not want to elaborate. i feel mean, hahas. although i was very tired, i had a fun time with them.
yesterday i didnt have much to share, so today got alot to say, so much that's on my mind that i want to say,but i'm letting God take control.
i desire to see you everytime
to hear you speak.
short and sweet; i lost it.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 4/22/2009 07:03:00 PM
hellos readers.
i have absolute no idea i was supposed to blog about, serious, i am super lazy now, i want to eat and then study and do crapy stuff like bake , hahs. pardon my rudeness, bye.
Lord, would you
guide me through
this terrible forest..
i have absolute no idea i was supposed to blog about, serious, i am super lazy now, i want to eat and then study and do crapy stuff like bake , hahs. pardon my rudeness, bye.
Lord, would you
guide me through
this terrible forest..
handbands and great noble love.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 4/21/2009 05:43:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was so awesome in a way. hahas. school was fast, again. hahas. i kinda think it's alittle bad for school to pass me by so fast then i wouldnt have enough time to impact people. hahas. but it's cool. today was kinda a fattening day, i kept eating, couldnt help me, my my my.. God was good still, i didnt really talked to Him much, i better! hahas. i'm into handbands now, wearing them in school and at home, keep my fringe up and my baby hair down. hahas. they are cool stuffs. i too read finished "Reduce me to love" the book by Joyce meyer. really good book. i recomend it mans, it changed alot of me, you gotta read it, if you want it, buy it or borrow it from graceke! hahas. studying have been good too so far, i having been studying much, like what can you study for chinese? finally, i am almost going nuts, sorry, my com is like something wrong with the language. okays. back to where was i, study is like freaky to me, hwk is fun, abit weirds hors. hahas. today i watch p.s i love you. i was like. ahhhhh! someone love me like that. it's so loving, i wanna marry a guy like that, i didnt like much the ending , but it was cool, hahas. okays, i guess today is enough, i just wanna encourage people who are there who are simply complaining about life, pls add some neutralizing to it, our God is a great and amazing God, He wouldnt give you chocolate if you are allergic to it? hahas. so things happening to you are things you arent allergic to(: that's an illstruation. hees. love you!
p.s i love you, Jesus
long days, painful but yet uncontrollable.
Monday, April 20, 2009 4/20/2009 06:38:00 PM
hellos readers.
today i am a rather weak person, not character but physically, i have been having the worst of cramps, talk about ladies, ha-uhh. but other than that, God was great like really, like did He fast forward time or what? every lesson seems fast, hahas,. i bet everyone wants that. God was great, He shorten my pain! hahas. awesomeo. today i spent a really quiet time with Him, like i didnt verbally spoke to Him, but was more of the heart talk, hahas. so my room was really quiet. talk about quiet time, hahas. i feel fat too, i dont know what to do, honestly speaking, i am super lazy to run at this very moment now, unless someone drag me to gym, but i might not even move, hahs. just to describe how lazy i am. okays, life is good all the time, gotta go study for exams, i hardly study, i am trying,. hahas. i do hwk mans, not revisions, okays. enough talking for me today. (:
Lord, pls be with me
when i study(:
today i am a rather weak person, not character but physically, i have been having the worst of cramps, talk about ladies, ha-uhh. but other than that, God was great like really, like did He fast forward time or what? every lesson seems fast, hahas,. i bet everyone wants that. God was great, He shorten my pain! hahas. awesomeo. today i spent a really quiet time with Him, like i didnt verbally spoke to Him, but was more of the heart talk, hahas. so my room was really quiet. talk about quiet time, hahas. i feel fat too, i dont know what to do, honestly speaking, i am super lazy to run at this very moment now, unless someone drag me to gym, but i might not even move, hahs. just to describe how lazy i am. okays, life is good all the time, gotta go study for exams, i hardly study, i am trying,. hahas. i do hwk mans, not revisions, okays. enough talking for me today. (:
Lord, pls be with me
when i study(:
love is so totally spiritual warfare!!!
Sunday, April 19, 2009 4/19/2009 05:34:00 PM
hellos readers.
today i bring to you, my tough patch of life. like i mention yesterday, i been going through i really tough time, handling with myself and all the crap that are always constantly passing us by, i been handling with my moods, i had to be like Jesus and be real, i gotta love like how He love me, i just realized today, and i had a whole apology thing to the person i had a little bitterness in me of this person, and today when i was at the altar with God, i felt so much tension, like there was strongholds on me, and slowly it releases me, i could literally feel myself feeling the ground and loosen , as if Satan's hands were taken off by God's hands. i broke free, i am now loving people freely without struggling about whether my love was returned,. and loving people without bothering whether the people forgives me or not. love is really spiritual warfare. to love is to make some1's day when your day was bad, like bad hair day plus bird shit on your hair plus fall in front of a hot guy plus failing all your test and tons of homework to do. that kind of love is the greatest of all, but i'm not saying that you must have a bad day to love and make some1's day , you gotta do it all the time (: wow. today was amazing, God fought it all for me.
thank you , Lord.
for loving me unconditionally.,
and forgiving me for the things i done that
were unpleasing to you.
today i bring to you, my tough patch of life. like i mention yesterday, i been going through i really tough time, handling with myself and all the crap that are always constantly passing us by, i been handling with my moods, i had to be like Jesus and be real, i gotta love like how He love me, i just realized today, and i had a whole apology thing to the person i had a little bitterness in me of this person, and today when i was at the altar with God, i felt so much tension, like there was strongholds on me, and slowly it releases me, i could literally feel myself feeling the ground and loosen , as if Satan's hands were taken off by God's hands. i broke free, i am now loving people freely without struggling about whether my love was returned,. and loving people without bothering whether the people forgives me or not. love is really spiritual warfare. to love is to make some1's day when your day was bad, like bad hair day plus bird shit on your hair plus fall in front of a hot guy plus failing all your test and tons of homework to do. that kind of love is the greatest of all, but i'm not saying that you must have a bad day to love and make some1's day , you gotta do it all the time (: wow. today was amazing, God fought it all for me.
thank you , Lord.
for loving me unconditionally.,
and forgiving me for the things i done that
were unpleasing to you.
moody days are killing me.
Saturday, April 18, 2009 4/18/2009 09:35:00 PM
hellos readers.
these few days have been bad and mooody for me, even though God was constantly good at all times, i get couldnt get the bitterness in me, there was this certain agony in me, annoying and i kept telling myself not to let it get to me, but it didnt really much help. i'm sorry for things i done these past days, have not been myself, trying and learning, today was emil and sarah's wedding, was so awesome. the vows and everything was so beautiful,i tear.hahas, i couldnt imgaine my wedding day. okays, today didnt really went the way i wanted but i bet it's God's way. hahas. cool, gotta keep my smile and praise Him tmr!
and Life is a road i wanna keep going
Love is a river i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
wonderful journey
i'll be there when the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end just wanna to be standing at the begining
with you.
i got 5.
Thursday, April 16, 2009 4/16/2009 06:27:00 PM
hellos readers
i got only less than 5 mins, to blog. God's waiting. today was great. school was ok. fun. had lunch with gracek and lydia plus deb and wujie. hahs. awesome. there are funny parts which i do not wanna explain. 1 impt thing i wanna say. God is great. okay la, i was alittle naughty today, those who saw what happened,. hahas. ask me or not. i gotta go. i love you. ! and you , Daddy Lord.
kisses and huggs i would
give you but most impt my life!
(:i gotta shop!
i got only less than 5 mins, to blog. God's waiting. today was great. school was ok. fun. had lunch with gracek and lydia plus deb and wujie. hahs. awesome. there are funny parts which i do not wanna explain. 1 impt thing i wanna say. God is great. okay la, i was alittle naughty today, those who saw what happened,. hahas. ask me or not. i gotta go. i love you. ! and you , Daddy Lord.
kisses and huggs i would
give you but most impt my life!
(:i gotta shop!
i thank Him , man.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 4/15/2009 10:27:00 PM
hellos readers.
i praise God today man. i nearly wasnt sitting here and blogging and at home. i was in pastor tan's meeting which ended pretty much late, i took off early abit and took a cab home, i had too, i was alittle cranky and angry, but yeah, i praise God that i didnt let that get to me. yeah! today was good, no english remedial and cca! but next week gots. boring, okays. i get to go for prayer meeting and ps tan meeting! prayer meeting was okays., not phenomon,is that how you spell it ? but it was cool. i prayed and i blanked out too. hahas. ps tan was just awesome., he very cute. hahas. cools. gotta get some sleep and get ready for tmr! gotta praise His name all day long.
thank you OLord,
i don't know what wil i be,
without you..
i praise God today man. i nearly wasnt sitting here and blogging and at home. i was in pastor tan's meeting which ended pretty much late, i took off early abit and took a cab home, i had too, i was alittle cranky and angry, but yeah, i praise God that i didnt let that get to me. yeah! today was good, no english remedial and cca! but next week gots. boring, okays. i get to go for prayer meeting and ps tan meeting! prayer meeting was okays., not phenomon,is that how you spell it ? but it was cool. i prayed and i blanked out too. hahas. ps tan was just awesome., he very cute. hahas. cools. gotta get some sleep and get ready for tmr! gotta praise His name all day long.
thank you OLord,
i don't know what wil i be,
without you..
happy MUCHＭＯＲＥ
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 4/14/2009 06:35:00 PM
hellos readers.
i am happy today. but i am also very tired and cranky. i am not the way i should be. ahhh. got to study geo, but first to praise God. He did His power and everything just fall into place, He is great and awesome. i love Him, so Much More i dont know how to describe. but yeah , im sure you got me. very cranky, do not IRRITATE me. keeping my peace inside.
Lord, would you set my heart right, and
let me be at peace?
i am happy today. but i am also very tired and cranky. i am not the way i should be. ahhh. got to study geo, but first to praise God. He did His power and everything just fall into place, He is great and awesome. i love Him, so Much More i dont know how to describe. but yeah , im sure you got me. very cranky, do not IRRITATE me. keeping my peace inside.
Lord, would you set my heart right, and
let me be at peace?
take control
Monday, April 13, 2009 4/13/2009 11:31:00 PM
hellos readers.
wow. today was awesome for like me.hahas. today i had 2 test. major. physics and emath . and i am not good in physics and that few chaps of emaths., i studied the night before but i just couldnt get anything into my head. and i prayed and let God take control. indeed He did, i felt so confident after every test. i was like woah, awesome. Praise you ,Lord. i lurbbs you.ahahs. tmr i am gonna have english test, again Lord, take control. this whole week is filled with test. gotta praise God too, i got new dresses! which are abit weird, hahas. and someone unknowly lend me a few classly dress for this sat wedding, i am less broke (: ｈａｈａｓ． Praise God, gotta still continue to study english., catch some sleep. Goodanights!
we were the reason, that He gave His life,
we were the reason, that He suffered and died
to a world that was lost, He gave all He could give,
to show us the reason to live.
wow. today was awesome for like me.hahas. today i had 2 test. major. physics and emath . and i am not good in physics and that few chaps of emaths., i studied the night before but i just couldnt get anything into my head. and i prayed and let God take control. indeed He did, i felt so confident after every test. i was like woah, awesome. Praise you ,Lord. i lurbbs you.ahahs. tmr i am gonna have english test, again Lord, take control. this whole week is filled with test. gotta praise God too, i got new dresses! which are abit weird, hahas. and someone unknowly lend me a few classly dress for this sat wedding, i am less broke (: ｈａｈａｓ． Praise God, gotta still continue to study english., catch some sleep. Goodanights!
we were the reason, that He gave His life,
we were the reason, that He suffered and died
to a world that was lost, He gave all He could give,
to show us the reason to live.
365.
Sunday, April 12, 2009 4/12/2009 06:56:00 PM
hellos readers,
today's theme is like 365. everything will be about 365. hahas. very cranky today. felt a little heavy. but today was good. God was still good. as always. and i need to get studying., my tests are like tomorrow. wow. okays. should get going with my 365 then my books.
3words i want to tell 6 people and 5 reasons why.
i love you, gracek, lydia, gracey, kris, deb, angel.
a. because you all make me happy!
b.because you all love me too (right？)
c. because you guys stand by me in tough times, we are still united.
d. because you just never complain about how annoying i can be at times,
e. because we are cell !
hahas.
365 complete outfits , i will get when i grow up,
i will pay a top fashion designer to design 365 outfits specially for me and 365 pairs of shoes and accessories. awesome !!
365 days i would spend with God and praise Him.
thats all. should get going, thank you, Lord . for today. even though i am not going to describe what today is like. hahas.
the same power that conquered the grave, lives in me, lives in me
your love that rescued the earth, lives in me, lives in me.
today's theme is like 365. everything will be about 365. hahas. very cranky today. felt a little heavy. but today was good. God was still good. as always. and i need to get studying., my tests are like tomorrow. wow. okays. should get going with my 365 then my books.
3words i want to tell 6 people and 5 reasons why.
i love you, gracek, lydia, gracey, kris, deb, angel.
a. because you all make me happy!
b.because you all love me too (right？)
c. because you guys stand by me in tough times, we are still united.
d. because you just never complain about how annoying i can be at times,
e. because we are cell !
hahas.
365 complete outfits , i will get when i grow up,
i will pay a top fashion designer to design 365 outfits specially for me and 365 pairs of shoes and accessories. awesome !!
365 days i would spend with God and praise Him.
thats all. should get going, thank you, Lord . for today. even though i am not going to describe what today is like. hahas.
the same power that conquered the grave, lives in me, lives in me
your love that rescued the earth, lives in me, lives in me.
smoke. i smell much.
Friday, April 10, 2009 4/10/2009 10:45:00 PM
hellos readers.
i baked today! hahas and it was a success. FINALLY. hahas. today was a short yet angry day. i was scheduled at 10 with God, then it got pushed off to 11. and then to 2. the 11 could be done lor, but my freaaking friends was late. i was so so so angry la. i called the guy and scolding him, i was so angry they were late. but i cooled down. and was done with my baking. hahs. i got ready and head down to church. and they showed a video. instead of preaching, ahhh. okays. then it ended like 6plus. alot things happen, alll super funny and cranky. kristie ah push me here and there. it was cool and fun. we had fun spending time together ah cell and youths. hahas. today was great., it took me awhile to drag myself to church. i was tired.
Lord, take me away from the world!
i baked today! hahas and it was a success. FINALLY. hahas. today was a short yet angry day. i was scheduled at 10 with God, then it got pushed off to 11. and then to 2. the 11 could be done lor, but my freaaking friends was late. i was so so so angry la. i called the guy and scolding him, i was so angry they were late. but i cooled down. and was done with my baking. hahs. i got ready and head down to church. and they showed a video. instead of preaching, ahhh. okays. then it ended like 6plus. alot things happen, alll super funny and cranky. kristie ah push me here and there. it was cool and fun. we had fun spending time together ah cell and youths. hahas. today was great., it took me awhile to drag myself to church. i was tired.
Lord, take me away from the world!
baking. gotta fix it.
Thursday, April 9, 2009 4/09/2009 06:59:00 PM
hellos readers.
praise praise God. my "good friend" didnt come today, .i dreamt it came, so i was prepared, for nothing,. hahas. today it was cool, i was half dead during P.E we had 2.4 run. i was having bad stitches, roar, i nearly failed. hahas. today i wanted to bake. but then hor, no time, so tmr hor. i will bake. hopefully hor, pass. hahas. jengjeng. i am feeling very high. today i did the one tear across into a cross thing and showed it to 4 person(: hahas. so funny. i kill alot of trees. cooldos. yay! tmr no school. cool. gonna burn abit of calories. hees. nothing much to share. but today i was like daydreaming and like i saw myself, sharing, in a group of people. i saw fion, in my connectgrp now but then i saw more. like a cell group. and then things kept coming to me., i saw a more mature and spiritually well her. i was so happy. haas. but i know thats not just daydream., it will come to pass.(:
lopidobs. cranky, am i.
but yet you still loved me.
praise praise God. my "good friend" didnt come today, .i dreamt it came, so i was prepared, for nothing,. hahas. today it was cool, i was half dead during P.E we had 2.4 run. i was having bad stitches, roar, i nearly failed. hahas. today i wanted to bake. but then hor, no time, so tmr hor. i will bake. hopefully hor, pass. hahas. jengjeng. i am feeling very high. today i did the one tear across into a cross thing and showed it to 4 person(: hahas. so funny. i kill alot of trees. cooldos. yay! tmr no school. cool. gonna burn abit of calories. hees. nothing much to share. but today i was like daydreaming and like i saw myself, sharing, in a group of people. i saw fion, in my connectgrp now but then i saw more. like a cell group. and then things kept coming to me., i saw a more mature and spiritually well her. i was so happy. haas. but i know thats not just daydream., it will come to pass.(:
lopidobs. cranky, am i.
but yet you still loved me.
attempt. to do loads of stuff
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 4/08/2009 09:42:00 PM
hellos readers.
today is loads of attempting . it has been a long but good and fruitful day. praise God. i attempt to bake tmr. hahas. i attempt to make things better for us. but didnt helped, i attempt to say how sorry i am to you, Lord. that attempt succeeded（：today is short and sweet. i like to keep it that way. today, sean lee shared good at prayer. it's something all of us would have gone through. so we needa keep reminding ourself never to take God's presence for granted. (: thats all, gotta get some sleep. love you Lord.
Lord, i offer my life to you,
everything i been through,
use it for your glory.
today is loads of attempting . it has been a long but good and fruitful day. praise God. i attempt to bake tmr. hahas. i attempt to make things better for us. but didnt helped, i attempt to say how sorry i am to you, Lord. that attempt succeeded（：today is short and sweet. i like to keep it that way. today, sean lee shared good at prayer. it's something all of us would have gone through. so we needa keep reminding ourself never to take God's presence for granted. (: thats all, gotta get some sleep. love you Lord.
Lord, i offer my life to you,
everything i been through,
use it for your glory.
loner.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 4/07/2009 07:57:00 PM
hellos readers.
like if there is anyone whom i know and can go out with. pls take me to the movies! lets watch fast and furious4~! hahas. i also needa gym, cause there's way too much fats on me. then, i gottta spend more time with God. i havent date Him yet. i probably would on thurs if i am going for prayer on weds. gonna have such a long day. got a test tmr, needa pass it. i wanna get a laptop soon. but all according to God's will, i have been waiting for it. might as well wait all the way. and the book jocye meyer wrote about "reduce me to love" it says desire for God, not His gifts,,and i think i needa start that going. that's all for today.
God opens door and closes one at the same time but the door He opens , is way more worth than the one He closed. this week, hopefully my friends are coming(: running in this alone alrd, but with God's hand in my hand. i need not worry anymore. He got my back covered. .
like if there is anyone whom i know and can go out with. pls take me to the movies! lets watch fast and furious4~! hahas. i also needa gym, cause there's way too much fats on me. then, i gottta spend more time with God. i havent date Him yet. i probably would on thurs if i am going for prayer on weds. gonna have such a long day. got a test tmr, needa pass it. i wanna get a laptop soon. but all according to God's will, i have been waiting for it. might as well wait all the way. and the book jocye meyer wrote about "reduce me to love" it says desire for God, not His gifts,,and i think i needa start that going. that's all for today.
God opens door and closes one at the same time but the door He opens , is way more worth than the one He closed. this week, hopefully my friends are coming(: running in this alone alrd, but with God's hand in my hand. i need not worry anymore. He got my back covered. .
i lost every bit of my memory,
Monday, April 6, 2009 4/06/2009 07:30:00 PM
hellos readers.
if there is. my tagboard is kinda getting dead. but yeah, let get on with the sharing. today was so long. dont wanna complain. hahas. and extra amaths classes till like what. 4? it was long i tell you. i could hardly keep my eyes open. then luckily dad fetch me and i went to get my stuffs and home we reached! i cut my socks cause it was too sickening now waiting for my mum to find out. hahas. okays. i had time with God, and quite a number of relevations. like i was so tired, He pratically did everything for me,. i just had to obey. and then i was asking Him for early dismissal. hahs. like school but yeah.He so good, i had to spend that last 5 mins with Him, hees. when i got out, i stuff myself with food, unknowing the calories and stuff. ahhh. i pratically lost my memory, lettme think, ohhh!! praise God, my amaths passed with a distinction!ｙａｙ． awesomeo. i gotta hit the books and tata.
i was overwhelmed with pain,
but God helped me overcome.
spiritual warfare. i guess it's time.
Sunday, April 5, 2009 4/05/2009 06:30:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was BAM． had spiritual warfare in the morning man,. i nearly broke down but because of what shujing shared yesterday, i didnt let it get to me., but things get awkward. and i am hoping everything would be fine. i was feeling all cranky and moody and didnt had any answer in my head, talked to God, wanted to cry so much, i sought for a friend, told him what happened and stuff, still cranky on the bus on the way to church, reached the youth room and starting sleeping with the music loud in my head, but then i got this thing to watch a sermon, so i started searching on my phone and i found this. "God works all things together" i think, i watched it, it was JOEL OSTEEN who preached, he was soo sooo good, what he shared, never put a ? in God's period . whatever we are going through is like, baking a cookie, situations are little ingredients God puts into the mixture to allow our life to be in plan, His plan. and He shared, even a small ingredient that is missing, like a teaspoon of baking soda, could allow the whole thing to be inedible ,that's why we are going through so much, and that made my day , it allowed me to move on with life, and say ok , Lord, if this is the baking soda part, i wanna be in this situation. so this week is going to be tough for me but i'm gonna think about my cookies (: awesomeoe.
no more ? for you , Lord,
thumbs up! you are a brilliant chef!
today was BAM． had spiritual warfare in the morning man,. i nearly broke down but because of what shujing shared yesterday, i didnt let it get to me., but things get awkward. and i am hoping everything would be fine. i was feeling all cranky and moody and didnt had any answer in my head, talked to God, wanted to cry so much, i sought for a friend, told him what happened and stuff, still cranky on the bus on the way to church, reached the youth room and starting sleeping with the music loud in my head, but then i got this thing to watch a sermon, so i started searching on my phone and i found this. "God works all things together" i think, i watched it, it was JOEL OSTEEN who preached, he was soo sooo good, what he shared, never put a ? in God's period . whatever we are going through is like, baking a cookie, situations are little ingredients God puts into the mixture to allow our life to be in plan, His plan. and He shared, even a small ingredient that is missing, like a teaspoon of baking soda, could allow the whole thing to be inedible ,that's why we are going through so much, and that made my day , it allowed me to move on with life, and say ok , Lord, if this is the baking soda part, i wanna be in this situation. so this week is going to be tough for me but i'm gonna think about my cookies (: awesomeoe.
no more ? for you , Lord,
thumbs up! you are a brilliant chef!
this saturday was that.
4/05/2009 07:43:00 AM
hellos readers.
i blogged this morning because i reached home alittle too late then yeah, i slept. hahas. okays, saturday for me was stressing. like i was on duty alone, my pam didnt helped me, ahhhh. but i had to be independent, so i messed up alittle and yeah. but it went awesome and good.cooldos. service was good, shujing preached good, but i couldnt feel much of the presence of God, i guess because i was too busy looking at the people at the altar whether they needed tissue, it's so hard to do it., i thought it was give tissue and go. wow. hahas. i pity them. but yeah, it was cool. had a long day, something happened inbetween , felt so dumb, but it's ok. i love myself! hahas . cool, gotta get ready and going for palm sunday!{ what's that? ) hahas. toodos.
No more running wild,
i'm yours for life.
you got me here, you got me here,
i blogged this morning because i reached home alittle too late then yeah, i slept. hahas. okays, saturday for me was stressing. like i was on duty alone, my pam didnt helped me, ahhhh. but i had to be independent, so i messed up alittle and yeah. but it went awesome and good.cooldos. service was good, shujing preached good, but i couldnt feel much of the presence of God, i guess because i was too busy looking at the people at the altar whether they needed tissue, it's so hard to do it., i thought it was give tissue and go. wow. hahas. i pity them. but yeah, it was cool. had a long day, something happened inbetween , felt so dumb, but it's ok. i love myself! hahas . cool, gotta get ready and going for palm sunday!{ what's that? ) hahas. toodos.
No more running wild,
i'm yours for life.
you got me here, you got me here,
good fattening
Friday, April 3, 2009 4/03/2009 07:27:00 PM
hellos readers。
today was like so awesome but yet draggy, because school was so so so super slow and tiring but God's little things He does, makes my day! today school was really long, like straight away after school, i got emaths test about congruency and similarity, i cant stand making statements, bad in that. which was what? 2 hrs plus long. i was like, get me out of this room! but God was good, i had time to sleep(: hahs, and rest, before i continued on with like 45mins of maths work again, right away after the test (: exhausting, for my mind. then i finished at 3.3o! hahs. we waited for joyce to finish her work till like 4plus, we had small talks, like my friend, she cried because our school band didnt acheive what they have aimed for, yet so many hard work have been put in for such a long time, and i think so many times, we put in so much time, effort and love into something for such a long time, yet the results aint what we want, but if it's what God wants , then there must be something better later on for us (: after that we dragged till 440 and keep changing where are we heading when a person text me to go starbucks! who can resist starbucks. (: i then went starbucks, in my smelly uni. this person, is ot, hahas, he dont read my blog, so i can talk crap about him, he very funny lor, play my phone. but i wrong also la, we got our drinks then he want talk to me, i take hwk out, hahas, but hwk impt ma, so he take my phone lor, my phone brings joy to people! hahas, we played the mouse game, had some fun parts, (: it was awesome with my caramel frappe. alrd feeling fat but i gotta have them . hees. another thing to praise God, He is a God of forgiveness and a God of time and a God of opportunities. He forgave me so many times, today. i really love Him , the forgiver, not the forgiveness. i love How He plans time, today everything just fell into place. i love Him, He opens doors and shut the ones He have no plans for me to walk into. like today i was really touched, wujie auto ask if they wanna come church tmr, i was like woah, i love you , Lord!
God, thank you for standing by me all this time, in my tears, my laughter, and anger. you stayed the same always and forever, you never scold me , you just asked me qns that made me ponder, you love me so then you correct me, you stop me because you want to give me something better, who else is better than you, none. Lord, you are all i need and want.
today was like so awesome but yet draggy, because school was so so so super slow and tiring but God's little things He does, makes my day! today school was really long, like straight away after school, i got emaths test about congruency and similarity, i cant stand making statements, bad in that. which was what? 2 hrs plus long. i was like, get me out of this room! but God was good, i had time to sleep(: hahs, and rest, before i continued on with like 45mins of maths work again, right away after the test (: exhausting, for my mind. then i finished at 3.3o! hahs. we waited for joyce to finish her work till like 4plus, we had small talks, like my friend, she cried because our school band didnt acheive what they have aimed for, yet so many hard work have been put in for such a long time, and i think so many times, we put in so much time, effort and love into something for such a long time, yet the results aint what we want, but if it's what God wants , then there must be something better later on for us (: after that we dragged till 440 and keep changing where are we heading when a person text me to go starbucks! who can resist starbucks. (: i then went starbucks, in my smelly uni. this person, is ot, hahas, he dont read my blog, so i can talk crap about him, he very funny lor, play my phone. but i wrong also la, we got our drinks then he want talk to me, i take hwk out, hahas, but hwk impt ma, so he take my phone lor, my phone brings joy to people! hahas, we played the mouse game, had some fun parts, (: it was awesome with my caramel frappe. alrd feeling fat but i gotta have them . hees. another thing to praise God, He is a God of forgiveness and a God of time and a God of opportunities. He forgave me so many times, today. i really love Him , the forgiver, not the forgiveness. i love How He plans time, today everything just fell into place. i love Him, He opens doors and shut the ones He have no plans for me to walk into. like today i was really touched, wujie auto ask if they wanna come church tmr, i was like woah, i love you , Lord!
God, thank you for standing by me all this time, in my tears, my laughter, and anger. you stayed the same always and forever, you never scold me , you just asked me qns that made me ponder, you love me so then you correct me, you stop me because you want to give me something better, who else is better than you, none. Lord, you are all i need and want.
more than just His blessings, beyond that.
Thursday, April 2, 2009 4/02/2009 08:34:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was like some other day when i go to school and do my stuffs, but everyday with God, is a different kind of date. i love His surprises and His works , most importantly His presence. and i read "reduce me to love" by joyce meyer. i think it's really really good. in the bible it also says, love is the greatest. and the chapter i read,was about love which is spiritual warfare. and the things she said,was fighting a spiritual war without love is nothing, without the armor of God, is nothing, armor also includes the shoes of peace, because in every situations that Jesus went through, he was at peace. therefore we need to be at peace. another good point i got was, so many times, we seek God's blessings,and material things, but we never seek Him , His presence, and it's really time to seek for more of His presence, i believe it's way worth more than material things (: cool. today was great, PRAISE God, He made my day, really.
today, i realise so much, my father on earth is as good as my father in heaven, they both loved me, and never forget what i have requested for, i love them both! they are really awesome dads.
i want more of your presence than your presents.
today was like some other day when i go to school and do my stuffs, but everyday with God, is a different kind of date. i love His surprises and His works , most importantly His presence. and i read "reduce me to love" by joyce meyer. i think it's really really good. in the bible it also says, love is the greatest. and the chapter i read,was about love which is spiritual warfare. and the things she said,was fighting a spiritual war without love is nothing, without the armor of God, is nothing, armor also includes the shoes of peace, because in every situations that Jesus went through, he was at peace. therefore we need to be at peace. another good point i got was, so many times, we seek God's blessings,and material things, but we never seek Him , His presence, and it's really time to seek for more of His presence, i believe it's way worth more than material things (: cool. today was great, PRAISE God, He made my day, really.
today, i realise so much, my father on earth is as good as my father in heaven, they both loved me, and never forget what i have requested for, i love them both! they are really awesome dads.
i want more of your presence than your presents.
awesomeo.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 4/01/2009 08:39:00 PM
hellos readers.
today was really great. i mean, even though i was so tired, and just like wanna sleep but i went for prayer. and i guess when you invest into His kingdom, you receive harvest(: like today. i mean, i went for prayer, without expecting anything. but then what coral and shaunster shared was really good. so many times, we get past life so quickly, unknowly, we forget about it. and it's good, it has been brought up. cooldos. even though i drift away, but i come back to focus! i was trying to set my heart right and focused on Him. God was just so good. i love Him!
i want so much more of you.
today was really great. i mean, even though i was so tired, and just like wanna sleep but i went for prayer. and i guess when you invest into His kingdom, you receive harvest(: like today. i mean, i went for prayer, without expecting anything. but then what coral and shaunster shared was really good. so many times, we get past life so quickly, unknowly, we forget about it. and it's good, it has been brought up. cooldos. even though i drift away, but i come back to focus! i was trying to set my heart right and focused on Him. God was just so good. i love Him!
i want so much more of you.
