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Thursday, March 26, 2009 3/26/2009 06:47:00 PM

hellos readers!
why didn't i blogged yesterday? because it was too awesome that i was too tired that i slept. hahs.yesterday was really good. we had a meeting with pastor tan from city harvest,. and he was just magnificent, his cd sermon about "change is necessary for growth" changed my whole qt life. thats why i got such a deep impression of him and his voice is the bomb, i like his voice. hahas. hilarious. okays. the strange thing was that 2kings4 was preached for the 3rd time, me and grace was like? so it must be impt. therefore i went to check up on it and into the bible i went. it was awesome. the common things that every miracle that elisha was doing has this "shut the door behind you" and what? do whatever you were told to do and who told ?. God. yeas. i like the whole shut the door thing, and look to God. cause all i want to do is to be in His presence, i need Him so so so much. i'm kinda on the burning out track. i need Him so much. yeah, that's yesterday. today was a good day the Lord has made. i got like three new variable, i wouldn't say relevation. but it's good. first was "Check yes juilet" song. the lyrics went like this that surprised me, "are you with me? . i wont go until you come outside." like God asking us, are we with Him, ? He will not let us pass Him by, He will stay by us, even if our hearts are closed, "i'll keep tossing rocks at your window" He will keep knocking on our heart's door, "run baby run, don't ever look back, they'll tear us apart, if you give them the chance" keep running towards Him and dont look back and try to change your decision, and allow Satan to have that chance to break the connection you have with God. "i'll be waiting, wishing, wanting" He is waiting for the day when we come back to Him and have that connection again, He wants us. "3..2..1..now fall in my arms now"He is always really to catch us when we fall. awesome right? if God is singing this song to you today, you'll know what to do (: the second one was good, it's about mac.you know people buy things to get a seat in mac to do work, hangout, if they dont they would be chased out at peak period right? but i realized, heaven is like a place, where we dont need to do things to get ourself into heaven or a place in heaven, we dont need to,and if there's peak period, tables and chairs will literally appear, thats how awesome our God is, it's like going into mac and having that specific seat yours always, no one can take that away, only you. the third one was abit personal, like i looked back at the old me and seen how much i have grown, woah, i didnt like the old me, but God did,He loved me, He too love this me, no matter which season we are in, He love us always, and the thing that kept me with Him , was love, His Love, His love was worth it, nothing was worth giving up His love. it was just this simple question "is it worth it?" kept me on running, and if you have stopped running or want to, ask yourself, is it worth it?

Lord, i should have know that you had everything in control, now i just need to believe in you, Lord lead me in the same direction as you are looking to. i wanna catch that vision and spread it and run with it.

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i'm who i am, i know i done things i'm totally ashamed of but i know He loves me still. the same.

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others call her a child of God,
some says she worship and praise an awesome God,
most of the gossipers say God loves her and she loves Him and many admires her for that, not many know she comes from greenviewseconday, even to know she comes from GenerationOfPromise
everyone who knows her, knows she loves serving God, and loves her job as hospitalilty. others are just jealous of her! but she wanted to tell them,
God loves them too and they can too be like her! living a life in truth and light.
shes always been hoping a macbook air. hoping to get a iphone{8GB}. (got it, and it's 16GB see how awesome God is)
some heard, she wanted to see God face to face, Shes always wanting to be freed and get out of Singapore to travel around the world.
she told others she wanted to be a youth pastor who will soak in His Word & Love and attend to people's need around the world. that's her biggest dream . shes only 15. small but with a big dream.

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