i guess it's getting much better and more interesting!
Sunday, May 24, 2009 5/24/2009 09:35:00 PM
hey readers.
i am mega happy and a slight unhappy in me, hahas. God is good all the time and all the time He is good, although that's alittle like too much but it's the truth. hahas. awesome . Saturday was awesome. i mean Grace started off with like a altarcall atmosphere, bam , God was there, the people's heart had to be right. it was rather like looking back at this race i'm running to me and who's still there with you or people whom you dislike but still running with you and makes you smile when you need to be smilling, and knowing that the decision i made to the huge discision He made to bid Jesus on us. wow. i knew i wouldnt regret it and i feel real sorry for those who lost sight of the real focus, you cant blame anyone anything that you lost sight of it. it's you. you are the decision maker, it just hurts me alot to know i lost people during this race and people whom i love alot and expected them to be the one encouraging me to carry on in this race because they always have done it, but it seems so clear i'm now alone, but i still have a good friend, Jesus, He just awesome, He is the best person i want to have by my side forever. yeah, so i'm growing stronger in this race, i have to keep up with the leader. (: like today pastor jonathan preached , and he said it's a tragic thing to see people turn away from their faith and belief when they had tasted the goodness of God before, i mean that it's really blinded alrd. hmmm, people get influenced by the world, as they grow older, get more in touch with the latest gossip, all the upper east side of life, they think by getting a house and loads of Guccis and Pradas will gain them happiness, mans, so blinded. i just cant get over it. BUT along the race, we pick up new passions, people who are fired up for Him ,ready to serve and fight the battle. these people , we cannot let those who left us affect our relationships with the new ones, we gotta move on with life, Listen to what God says.
No matter how tired i may be, so how much i loathe to do what i'm doing because i felt i was doing much more than others, i always remember, what Jesus did on the cross was way worst compared to what i am doing and me running in this race, i have seen lives getting transformed, changed and never be the same, it brings joy to my heart, and that's all i need, as long as God is pleased, and i love doing things for the people whom i love. that's DNA,love.
wow, today is gonna be a long one, not sure why i'm crapping alot, yeah. today was a great day, ASHOK came, you heard his name. A-S-H-O-K. hahas. he is just so awesome. we slacked in the youth room with our mouths shut together, i mean hopefully by me just sitting there with him will not make him feel leftout. i was real tired, i didnt wanna talk or anything, we simply sat there, hahas. it was funny. yeah. hopefully he comes next week!! missed him alot. hahas. today was good i believed tmr would be better, i love everyday of me life. !
